BLACK & CAMEL

Top: Target (similar here) // Skirt: TJ Maxx (similar here and black version here) // Shoes: JustFab (similar here) // Sunglasses: Amazon! (similar here) // Choker: Forever 21 (similar here) // Lips: Kat Von D liquid lipstick in "Damned" //

Well hiiii, guys! I'm back! Haha after months and months, I am actually back to blogging. I honestly didn't ever think I would blog again, but I have so missed having a creative outlet. I've missed chatting with fellow girl bosses and fashionistas. I've missed this world. But mostly, I've missed getting lost in my words. This blog has always kind of been like a diary to me. I love looking back on old posts (even if my fashion choices back then were iffy, haha!) and remembering exactly how I was feeling on a certain day or during certain times. The good times and the bad, it's always enjoyable reminiscing on them all. 

My life has been nothing short of crazy lately. As most of you may probably already know, my husband and I have been struggling with infertility issues for almost 3 years now. It's crazy how it can seem like forever, but at the same time feel like it has flown by. Lately we have gotten pretty aggressive with trying to get pregnant and it has been, by far, the hardest thing of my life. It has been so easy for me to get wrapped up in my emotions, and I've had them all. ALL THE EMOTIONS. It does crazy things, guys. So much jealousy when someone else announces a pregnancy (which, when you're my age, I swear it's everyday), so much bitterness when someone gets pregnant on accident (because, you learn that an average person's chances of getting pregnant are only like 20% a month! How do people get pregnant on accident?!), and sadness. So much sadness. But through everything, my husband has been my rock. A strong, sexy, amazing rock. I have no doubt that when it finally happens, my husband will be the most amazing dad. 

So, yep. That's a catch up on life for you! I will probably only be blogging a couple times a week, but I'm happy to be back doing it again. It feels great. Love you all!